When I was still a pre-teen, I found a porn mag page with a naked girl on a chair with spread legs. I've been a rabid sex machine all my life, even in diapers!, so that picture became a treasure, since my parents were very strict Christians.
Over the years, I've had overwhelming desire for porn, and longed for sex with numerous women, but felt very shamed and guilty after masturbation, especially with porn to stimulate, and when I actually had sex with a fellow employee lady, whom I still wish I'd stayed sexually involved with. I briefly learned to know her as a person, and shared her hurts a bit.
But, I wanted an open marriage, and my religious wife refused even the thought. I love being naked socially, and feel so alive with both men and women unclothed together.
Is it better to have a sexual boundary where these personal feelings for sexual openness and social nakedness are suppressed? If not good to have this boundary, where is it safe, disease-wise, to enjoy such relationship?
Another area I'm deeply interested in is mutual, and group masturbation, especially for older people - us seniors! I'd just love to be part of a grandmas' and grandpas' mutual, group masturbation group! Both no-touch and full sharing, even for some to give BJs and mutual hand jobs!
Oh well, those are dreams I never expect to experience!
I'd love to read your response!
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Adrian / 29 / Man / Likes Women / Single
....... short answer, it might not be what you want to hear though, leave ur wife. sex and sexual interests are VERY important. if one of you enjoys sexual liberation while the other is sexually repressed, there will be resentment.
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