I'm a straight guy,have a girlfriend for 3 years which I love and adore,but once in a while I change my.. "masterbation theme" fron straight sex to tranny/gay sex,most of the time I find it pretty repulsive but when I get to realy beautiful and feminine shemale/guys who are considered "hot" and have realy big cocks(especially the Big Black Cock category),I can get raly sexually excited by it.. Come to think of it,the realy big cock is what basicly interests me.
Doesn't happen all the time and sometimes I can feel that it's the last category I want to watch.
Sometimes I do fantasize about being with those men or if its a black gangbang so fantasizing that I'm replacing the girl,but right after I get off it doesn't intrests me anymore and can even disgust me and I ask myself what did I find in those movies.. I am NOT atracted to men so... Is it just a kink or am I bi/gay?
Thanks.
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