Please don't bring a female you love into this, if you are not already married. This is an explosive idea and requires much understand with your own needs and desires. Start with your father. If you have not established that level of friendship or communications with him or your mother, I can promise you that this should be noted as a serious sign to why you want to watch. Then start a journal that only you are able to read.. Explain why you like this and what it is about being in the audience. Please don't take this too far. NEVER start down this road until you have talked everything out. There is nothing wrong with you. We all fantasize about watching. Why do you think porn is a multi-million dollar industry. But when you want to take it further and make it a reality in your life, please think it through as many times as you can. Write in your journal each day of your fantasies and what it is that turns you on about them. Make it a point everyda,y to talk it out in writing. You HAVE to do this with yourself. That's why the journal. Read it the next day. not when you write it. Go to any porn shops and look for the newspapers they have. Always free and full of classifieds catering to others that like to watch. You have to be honest with yourself about this need. And i must be honest with you. There are issues that you are going to have to deal with before you EVER bring this to someone you love. It is going to be a painful lesson if you deny that you are the first person that needs to "let know" that you like to watch. Pardon the comment yet please understand that what you are asking is a BIG sign of deeper issues. Until you can be honest with yourself about all that turn you ons, how can you even begin to bring another into it. When you are bored with writing, read what you have written because more will surface. Remember, don't read just after you write, do it the next day. Learn to reason things out and communicate with your own subconscienous. There is so much more to say but this is the first step you must take. There are many others. Now if anything i have said is either impractical or even improbable then ignore me and this site because you are always going to be watching and fantasizing, never doing or moving forward to reach ANY goal. Then you are going to hurt yourself and anyone that loves you. Others will read this and find they need to speak their mind. If you never get a reply from heaven or her crew, then please just be patient, read what is written and stay in the audience. Again, please don't involve anyone but your mother or father and or any adult family member. No one in this digital relm knows you better than they. As long as you stay in the audience and keep this to yourself or this relm your are being dishonest to them, you and this relm. And maybe there will be someone in your shoes that reads this. Strike up a friendship and talk with them. Just please talk to someone. Write in your journal, whatever. Just talk before you do any actions. The secrets you keep only hurt you and the ones you love. Good luck
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Abez / Man / Likes Women / Single
watch what? porn
Master · sex
Mariah / 19 / Woman / Likes Men / Single
well depends who are you telling this to
Micheal / Man / Likes Women / In a relationship
Please don't bring a female you love into this, if you are not already married. This is an explosive idea and requires much understand with your own needs and desires. Start with your father. If you have not established that level of friendship or communications with him or your mother, I can promise you that this should be noted as a serious sign to why you want to watch. Then start a journal that only you are able to read.. Explain why you like this and what it is about being in the audience. Please don't take this too far. NEVER start down this road until you have talked everything out. There is nothing wrong with you. We all fantasize about watching. Why do you think porn is a multi-million dollar industry. But when you want to take it further and make it a reality in your life, please think it through as many times as you can. Write in your journal each day of your fantasies and what it is that turns you on about them. Make it a point everyda,y to talk it out in writing. You HAVE to do this with yourself. That's why the journal. Read it the next day. not when you write it. Go to any porn shops and look for the newspapers they have. Always free and full of classifieds catering to others that like to watch. You have to be honest with yourself about this need. And i must be honest with you. There are issues that you are going to have to deal with before you EVER bring this to someone you love. It is going to be a painful lesson if you deny that you are the first person that needs to "let know" that you like to watch. Pardon the comment yet please understand that what you are asking is a BIG sign of deeper issues. Until you can be honest with yourself about all that turn you ons, how can you even begin to bring another into it. When you are bored with writing, read what you have written because more will surface. Remember, don't read just after you write, do it the next day. Learn to reason things out and communicate with your own subconscienous. There is so much more to say but this is the first step you must take. There are many others. Now if anything i have said is either impractical or even improbable then ignore me and this site because you are always going to be watching and fantasizing, never doing or moving forward to reach ANY goal. Then you are going to hurt yourself and anyone that loves you. Others will read this and find they need to speak their mind. If you never get a reply from heaven or her crew, then please just be patient, read what is written and stay in the audience. Again, please don't involve anyone but your mother or father and or any adult family member. No one in this digital relm knows you better than they. As long as you stay in the audience and keep this to yourself or this relm your are being dishonest to them, you and this relm. And maybe there will be someone in your shoes that reads this. Strike up a friendship and talk with them. Just please talk to someone. Write in your journal, whatever. Just talk before you do any actions. The secrets you keep only hurt you and the ones you love. Good luck
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